On End of EndSems.
It was the moment I had been waiting for. That cherished instant when I would be free at least for the next one month. Free from all bondages. Free to be home... that place I hadnt visited for soooo long.
But naaah. When it actually happened it didn seem all that great. Actually I thought I was happy. Just didn realise the real emotions hiding beneath the surface. I didn even suspect it till it was actually time to pack. That's when I realised. I was in love. Hopelessly. I never realised it. I never thought it would happen to me. But yeah. I guess it always happens to he best of them. Sometime or the other you just have to fall in love. Its unusual. You dont realise it happening. And then suddenly it strikes you as though with a huge fist.
I was in love. With my life. @IITB. Its the first time I felt really independent. Its made me who I am. Its the first time I met someone I could talk to without having that person shoo me away for saying some nonsensical gibberish. The first time I realised life was more fun and less boring studies.
No wonder I didn want to go away. I cant believe four months are already over and there are just 7 more sems to go. Im already dreading the end of the road. Kinda weird. The first day I came here, I didn want to leave my mom. I didn want to go away.
Today, I stil dont want to leave. I still dont want to go away.
Wonder if my sis's felt the same when they passed out??? Ill find out and tell in about 3.5 years.
It was the moment I had been waiting for. That cherished instant when I would be free at least for the next one month. Free from all bondages. Free to be home... that place I hadnt visited for soooo long.
But naaah. When it actually happened it didn seem all that great. Actually I thought I was happy. Just didn realise the real emotions hiding beneath the surface. I didn even suspect it till it was actually time to pack. That's when I realised. I was in love. Hopelessly. I never realised it. I never thought it would happen to me. But yeah. I guess it always happens to he best of them. Sometime or the other you just have to fall in love. Its unusual. You dont realise it happening. And then suddenly it strikes you as though with a huge fist.
I was in love. With my life. @IITB. Its the first time I felt really independent. Its made me who I am. Its the first time I met someone I could talk to without having that person shoo me away for saying some nonsensical gibberish. The first time I realised life was more fun and less boring studies.
No wonder I didn want to go away. I cant believe four months are already over and there are just 7 more sems to go. Im already dreading the end of the road. Kinda weird. The first day I came here, I didn want to leave my mom. I didn want to go away.
Today, I stil dont want to leave. I still dont want to go away.
Wonder if my sis's felt the same when they passed out??? Ill find out and tell in about 3.5 years.
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